Monday, October 19, 2009

To the Boys I have loved...

Today, from this very moment it stops...
No more....

If somone wants to leave you and seperate from you, they just need that one single catalyst to be able to walk away from you, in truth they have been looking for an out.....and once they have their perfect 'excuse' they will go, without a backward glance.

Harden heart, justification in fist, and nothing can change their resolve.

This is the opportunity they have been waiting for, and the luxury of it is, that they are enabled to lay blame at your feet. "You did this, so it because of you I am walking away..."

BULLSHIT!

You are walking away because you wanted to walk away, you have just found your escape route in me......

If someone wants to stay...they talk...they fight...they hate...they converse...but they don't just amputate....because the loss of their 'loved' one from their life would be more devestating than what ever they have done to enrage you....

When you love...truly love....somehow we are blinded and can always find a way to forgive, and find our way back into their embrace....

I wanted someone who didn't want me....and was looking for away out....how can I cry for someone like that anymore? How can I ask why from someone like that?

So today it stops....
No more tears....
No more anguish...
No more questions...
No more hopes....

Just NO MORE!





Thank you to Amanji and Fari Bai for the tough love and kick in the ass!

1 comment:

  1. Some times, its better to let go some one,not for him/her but for us. Because the earlier they leave us, the more time they give to us to recover. At times, the worst looking curses are the hidden blessings.

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